Dear Des,
I believe, in the office, you are the closest person to me. In terms of number of stories told, number of interaction, number of stories exchanged, and number of dinner and nights out together. You are somewhat a nice person. I think you are holding back. I can sense that there are things you want to talk about but refuse to. I understand. And don’t worry, I am holding back a lot more than you do. Actually I am not. There are things that only Kim and Psy can understand. We have a different way of thinking.
I welcome anything you want to say. I am not judgmental. In fact, I am a good listener. I don’t spill our secrets or any personal conversations I had with people. I like you and I think that’s a good way to start a friendship. I enjoy conversations with you and Veronica. Let’s add up Ces and Marjorie as well. What a fun conversation it will be.
Maybe the thing I am concerned about is about how you spend your money. Yes, it is fine to spend a bit and to treat friends to expensive restaurants or cafes. What I am worried is that people might be hanging-out with you because of that fact (thanks to Kim btw). I am not even sure if you have someone you could actually talk to with regards to your frustrations…everything- a relationship like Kim, Psy and I share. Hope you have one. It helps a lot.
You are still in-love with your ex. I know it. I can feel it. You still enjoy your time with him. But I am sorry to say but I think he isn’t that into you anymore. I can also feel it. My gut rarely is wrong. With regards to Lau, I am still puzzled. If the “platonic friendship” is on your part or his. I mean, like yeah, you’ve been friends since college and you’ve been together at each worked you’ve had. I think from you’ve talked about, it has been three jobs already. So yeah. I am still observing (that’s jealousy brewing– a little bit).
Well, let’s just see where this new found friendship will take us.
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